what the hell i happening?!

Assalamualikum and hye guys. it has been a long time since i published my first post. guess what? a lot of thing do happened to me. on early december, i fell in love with someone. she seems perfect to me of course. i never thought that i would end our relationship badly.*i guess so. i just cant stand with her habit of mentioning her ex name. if i was not good enough, then why she proposed???

Maybe i'm not the one who destinied to be with her. or maybe ALLAH wanna show me that she's not good enough for me. she told me that i'm the only one and she already forgot her ex. but then when we broke up she said "luckily i still love *****". can you guys imagine how i feel???

Maybe i should be frank  when i'm asking for 'divorce' from her rather than pretending that i never had any feeling to her...maybe my humanity reveal all the curious thing that wondered me all the time. if she's a player, naver mind i can accept it. besides, i'm barely know her. guess what mybe this is the worst record EVER!!! we only in relationship for a month.

But, no matter what happenned. i forgave her. there is no point for me to hold a grudge against her. i only hope that she will be happy with her love. and i'm sorry if i made my blog's post look like a diary....^^

Till now first,
SEE YA!